Just doing my Narc job

Being in the woods, enjoying the forest, hearing nothing more than nature sounds, what is better than that? To do it sensually, while doing a boudoir… Don’t you think amathalovers?

This boudoir was done while on holidays, we went to a part of the forest to take some shots, found the spot. was rainy, not too hard, but felt good to feel the rain through my body.

The outfit for this boudoir was simple, I was cosplaying like a secret agent, a narc agent mainly, seeking bad guys, do you like my sexy chase outfit? Lets say I was following a lead and was just enjoying the moment while following the trace.

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So I was just walking around, enjoying the weather, the set, etc. When I do my boudoirs, I love just enjoying what I am doing, just be me and let everything flow natural, even a short clip of this boudoir was filmed, so you can see a little more behind the scenes of this boudoir.

This boudoir felt so good, was kind of nervous, but at the end it came really good. Love the pics, liked my outfit, liked how I look, was a really good boudoir, was sexy, was sensual, it is hot, but not entering the territory that I don’t want, just enjoying myself making the world my boudoir place, just doing it wherever I feel comfortable.

Don’t remember if I have said it before, but generally my boudoirs take from 30 minutes to one hour to do them, this one took more time, to arrive to the boudoir destination than what it took to take the pictures, but was totally worth it.

I hope you enjoy it, it is a sexy boudoir, take a look at it here and enjoy my masked world, where only the imagination is the limit.

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It is really difficult to be an atistic nude model and promote your work, with all the restrictions that exist out there

Yes amathalovers, don’t want to sound redundant, but trying to create art this way, has a lot of difficulties, as many things, but there are so many restrictions and guidelines, that really complicate my existence, and any artist existence, while trying to create art with nudity. What do you think of that?

Why nudity has to be so restricted in social media, when you search nude in google, and several free images appear, with no restriction at all, but in Instagram, Facebook, Twitter, Youtube and many others, they banned you and complicate one existence to protect the viewer from seeing “dangerous” or “inadequate” content.

Do you think they really protect the viewer when there is a lot of more explicit material, like murder, war, strange sex, bizarre stuff and many other things totally accesible to anyone who wants to see it? I really don’t agree with this way of handling things, find it stupid.

But, as usual, society is ruled by the way some people think, and we need to go according to rules written by… who knows whom, can blame many persons, things, but will leave it to your opinion.

It is funny to see how many want to restrict things, because they are “bad”, but at the end people will consume it, why? Because they want to. Why they don’t let people just be who they want? Why try to control everything on what is right or wrong? Who gives them right to decide what we are able to do?

Nudity doesn’t hurt anyone, the human body is a magnificient piece of art. extremely well done, really beautiful. I am not saying that one can go in the subway naked or go to the market naked, we as a society aren’t that open to accept something like that, since there is too many mentality issues, due to “the way we should think” according to rules written by several idiots that have turned the society in what it is, and has been, to this days; and yes, being naked everywhere can generate consequences to the naked person since it can “provoke” someone and that person can be endangered, but in some way they will see how to blame the naked person and make it their fault, because it is always easier to blame someone, than to accept that something needs to change and needs to be handle different.

So, my opinion, we as society need to change several things, respect what anyone wants to do with their lifes, respect each other, do not impose what one thinks it is the right path to follow, there is no right or worng path, at the end, several paths lead to the same point, the happinness of the person, so be you and don’t let anyone shut your dreams.

Enjoy more of my masked world and support me by visiting my shop for artistic references or tip me so I can continue creating art for all of you.

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Mirror mirror on the wall, who is the prettiest masked lady of them all

Mirror mirror on the wall, you know what I want to know, you know I know what needs to be done, but can you tell me just once more? hahahaha I made it ryhme amathalovers.

This boudoir was once I did on holidays, besides other ones that did while being there and think it is a lovely, sexy and looks great in this black and white pics.

This boudoir was done in the hotel room wearing a black thong and a black corset, just a sexy combination, and since we had a big mirror in the room I needed to pose there and recreate my style of mirror on the wall, hahaha.

What do you think the mirror answer me?

Many have said my masks are creepy, I just laugh at that, many like my style, so will continue creating in so many extravagant and crazy ways my mind send me to do. I am creating art, so the mind is the limit and the mirror needs to be challenge every time, since competition is always out there and the main competition is myself, love creating art, love what I am creating, love to really be myself and love doing this.

So this boudoir was a simple, but well done, boudoir, I am an art model that loves to do from sexy simple pics to more sexier pics, but always being artistic, at the end this is like a portrait of who I am, just living my life without caring for what others have to say about me, simply enjoying as you should do.

Of course will love to create more, so if you really want to see more, support me, it is always good to see retribution from ones work and many more things will be able to be done, so I just want to tell you, enjoy my masked world, take a look around, visit my shop, buy and enjoy my uncensored pics, take a look around and welcome to this Masked World of Mine.

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Doing a spread fully naked for a painter, WTF was I thinking?

As you have seen amathalovers on my Art Section, I have done pieces of art where I am fully naked and totally spreading my legs, showing there?, Really?, Showing my pussy?, Why? Am I changing? What did I felt while doing this? Why do it? Answers below.

Well, the first time, when I saw the proposal of the drawer I felt and thought, “That posture is only sex”, but seeing it, thinking a little bit on it, doing the shots and seeing the final draw, my idea changed, why was that? Am I taking another path and leaving sensuality to do nudes? So WTF was I thinking when I did this and continue to do it as you may have seen.

First of all, I am just sitting, nothing out of place except I am naked, as explained in this blog entrance, but what was running through my mind while doing this postures showing my pussy?

In some way, and mainly, it was “Well its my body, I am allowing you to see it, you want to see my pussy, well here it is, but with a limit”.

And also amathalovers, the answer is simple, even I am fully nude and spreading, I am still keeping the sensual part I want, why is that? Because the feeling of leaving you, the viewers, wanting for more remains there. I am showing my pussy to all of you, but not as you will like to see it. Is to tell, “Here is what you want so much, so I give you a glimpse, but you won’t be able to see it completely well, you see a partial part of it, seeing doors that won’t open”.

Sorry to say it, but feels so great to create that feel of need, its just incredible to see how a simple thing like that, can create such a chaos and a feeling that they just want more. And not only viewers, males or females, also the same drawers want to draw me more, its amazing how something like that, create that reaction.

I have asked people that have asked me for my nudes, why me?, why my pussy, why my body, since there are so many out there for you to see? Just write in google pussy and a lot will come out for free. So, why me?

The answer, you are a mysterious woman, with a beautiful body, that makes it kind of irresisitible, with a need to know and see more, please I am horny send me more pics, my answer, “NO, I’m not here to please your horny mind and jerk with me, browse through whats available, I’m here to try to model and do something that I like and do for me”.

What do you think about that?

Please understand something, I try to model and enjoyed this boudoir and artistic world, not here for your pleasure. I know what the pics can create and generate in your mind and I don’t even have to be naked, or any women needs to be, to create erotic thoughts on once mind. Thats really easy to do, sex is everywhere and they use it a lot to sell things, a lot in everything, so not doing anything new.

So, if you want to jerk with my pics, fine, go and enjoy, let your imagination flow, do whatever you want, but don’t expect me to follow you on your hornyness, won’t happen. Just let me model, create my part in this world, enjoy it and you, enjoy this world that I create, enjoy it the best way you want, as simple as that.

Honesty from them? Not sure, but at least it feels good to be appreciated. Will it last? Who knows, a lot depend on how things are managed and in my opinion, continue to work hard as I try to do, keeping the sensuality at max, leaving things to the imagination, playing with your minds, creating that need, sorry, but feels great and I think I am achieving a part of what I am looking for.

So please, just follow my world, enjoy it, tip me and help me create, so more can come in different and sensual ways, play with yourself if you want, let your imagination fly, do something yourself, don’t live so much in this virtual unreal world, but just let me model and enjoy this boudoir and artistic world.

Well, thats it, check my boudoirs for more pics, read and suscribe to my blog with more of my opinion, my stories and my world, and mainly enjoy The World Of Amatha, “The Masked Boudoir Model”. ENJOY LIFE.

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Modeling to be drawn and become a Piece of Art

In this global world where everyone is connected it has become a lot easier to be able to connect and contact with people all around the world and I have had the chance to speak with really talented and creative people that are painters, drawers, illustrators , etc. where I have, kind of model for them, through a photo and they have represent me in their art with their different styles.

So here amathalovers I am going to tell you my experience in this artistic world where I have challenge me a lot doing postures that I didn’t think I will do, but when done, they look so beautiful and normal that I thought “Ok, I like this, think can do more and similar to this”.

So if you follow me on Instagram, you may have seen that I have posted several pieces of art of me where I have been drawn, by different drawers and where more will be posted.

I have always liked art, its like staying alive forever printed for eternity, so I started to contact some drawers, checking out styles that I liked and since I am a direct woman, I started to talk to them and told them, pretty much at the moment without to many chit chat, if they will like to draw me, with the majority of them saying “yes, how you will like to be drawn?” Answer that I really like and I started to send pictures of me for them to draw, from where the selection of pics I sent they decided which one or ones wanted to draw. Some have some ideas that I considered and evaluated and are like the pictures below.

Started working with them like this.

Now being capable of doing this!

There is a lot of difference from how I started to the way that I can work now, don’t you think? And it has been in a really short time, but that doesn’t mean that I am going to pose spreading over and over again and that I am going to show my pussy everytime, NO, it depends of what we are looking and if it keeps the sensuality I want. That I think we manage to stay in that smooth line between sensuality – eroticism with that pic, what you think? One thing you are thinking is, where is the uncensored version?, well it is not in instagram and not here, yet, just thinking if I post it later.

From a drawers idea I did a full nude set, without thinking on sending him those pictures, but when I saw the pictures at the end, I saw me beautiful, really liked the pictures, just doing something natural, like sitting, that yes, when a woman sits with legs open, her pussy spread, thats completely normal, so why this has to be erotic when I am doing something that many woman do?

The answer for me is that I am not doing something erotic since I am doing something normal, I am acting naturally, yes my pussy is shown at its full but, “Hey! thats the way a woman looks when she is doing things fully naked, like sitting with her legs open”, so, there is nothing wrong with that.

Some persons may said, “that is not a way for a lady to sit”, “this is just porn”, “totally vulgar”, “innapropiate for a lady”, SORRY, SCREW THAT WAY OF THINKING, evolution is coming, I don’t care for your rules and I sit the way I feel comfortable.

In an easy way, just imagine that if I am doing a boudoir, I am in my private room, where I can sit and do as I want, not as some rules on how society wants us females to act because it is “The proper way that makes us look like a true lady”, for me, just bullshit.

I can sit the way I want and do as I want, I will not stay with the old rules and that old thinking that has left us women where we are in society and we are fighting to get out. I think you know what I mean.

And even I am outside, I can do as I please, I am a female, a lady, a tough and strong woman, that follows her own rules and act as I feel good, doing it for me, not for societies rules to see if I am accepted on the way they say is the “correct and proper” way.

Have read some opinions that “boudoirs are done in a private room since no one will go outside in lingerie or nude to different places”, that comment makes me laugh, ask a nudist, as simple as that, there is your no one. For me thats part of the old thinking that I am going against with Amatha. The world is my scenario, a place for me to do my art.

Can say more about my opinion of this lady – no lady idea, on how old and wrong I think it is in many ways and how things have to change, but I think I will leave it for another blog entrance and keep with the main idea here.

But returning to the artistic view, a drawer told me, in his professional opinion what he thinked about this pic, and this is what he told me:

“This is not erotic because you are doing nothing erotic, you just inspire erotic thoughts that turns this to be erotic, because it is impossible not to admire every curve, every single part of that beautiful body”

So, as always, it depends on how you see it. In a men’s thought “there is a beautiful woman spreading where he has to admire every inch of it”, so as always, it seems that I am causing erotic thoughts by doing something normal for me, like sitting spread. World works strange, an even one is trying to do art, because for me its art, you will always have that different views where everyone sees what they want to see, where the horny mind turns art into erotism.

Other drawers have told me that everything depends on the right posture, where you can show anything and by having the right posture it turns artistic, both for the person who is doing it and drawing it, but for the viewer it can turn to be erotic since, in some way, it generates erotic thoughts where they just see a naked woman showing parts of her body. And honestly, lets be real, you can have erotic thoughts without the need of seeing a woman naked, just by using really sexy clothes or even normal cloth, you turn erotic something that isn’t so, its impossible, in some way, not to generate erotic thoughts; so making art is difficult with that smooth lines that you don’t have to cross to keep the artistic approach and even you do something fully clothed, if someone has erotic thoughts then, supposedly, your art can be considered kind of erotic because a guy jerk with it, something unfair. A mind can play with what it sees in many ways, so it is difficult,

But thats part of society, different minds, different perspectives, that I think is ok and necessary, since if everyone think in the same way this will be extremely boring.

So yes, I will continue to do this artistic works, collaborating with different people to be drawn, feel free to contact me if you have an idea or want a muse for a draw you have in mind, we can talk about it; will continue to work with different drawing styles, with different poses, showing who knows and now maybe you are asking yourself, if you will be able to see the real pics behind those drawings?, because reality is or may be different, don’t you think?…

Well… the answer is that you will have to check often the site in order to see if the real pics will be posted, I think there is a high chance that they will, but only by passing by and seeing you will be able to see.

Meanwhile, follow me on Instagram for more artistic draws, visit the Art Gallery in here, enjoy my Boudoirs, read the blog with my different stories, tip me so you can support me in this hot and sexy journey and thank you for following me on this adventure of mine of Amatha “The Masked Boudoir Model”, SIMPLY ENJOY LIFE.

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