This idea started some time around 2020 since I love taking pictures and love to do boudoirs. So, we developed it, even thought about what “artistic name” I was going to use, yes, Amatha isn’t my real name, it was invented for this character and I really like the meaning we gave to the Amatha name, but Amatha started at the beginning of 2021.
At the beginning, as you have seen, my pics where more with lingerie, following more the boudoir coding, I think and have evolved to do full nudes, showing whatever I have, keeping the artistic idea behind Amatha, since I have learned in this journey that this is me, it is my body and I love me and I try to express through my body.
By doing this I have changed my mind, since my old mind school, created by ancient ideas, was that to be artistic, one cannot show some parts of the body on the pic. Now, it has turned ridiculous to me on why a woman pussy is badly seen in art, it is loved in porn, but in art it is seen as something improper to shown. Why? It is part of a woman’s body, it shouldn’t be improper at all. A dick is ok but a vagina no, it is just stupid!! At the end it is the human body, it is who we are.
So, this year, well a little bit more, has been a great experience to me, I have evolved as a person, Amatha has made me believe more in myself, be more confident, enjoy me more, love me more, as all of us should feel with ourselves.
I used to believe in perfection, was really obsessed with it, part of the reason I didn’t accept all of me at the beginning, but I have learned that it is an unending path, a path that will leave me to an unending story.
Yes, I know that I will always want more, to grow more, not to stay in a comfort zone, but perfection isn’t the right path, at least not for me since everything can be done better and in some way I will never reach it.
So, I just try to create more, do more, but enjoying this path, being natural, being me, just letting the photo session guide me through the feeling of it. Doesn’t matter if I am in lingerie and ended up fully naked spreading my pussy. At the end, it is me, it is my body, it is who I am, just a girl that enjoys herself, that loves her and that tries to create art her own way, with my own style.
When I started I tried to keep everything I did open, to let my work be known, to try to show what I was capable to do through my art, unfortunately many persons abused of this and try to take advantage, so I decided to remove most of my material from the site and yes, you can still see it, but for some cash at Patreon or send me a message for some exclusive material.
As I always have said, I DON’T DO PORN, I DO ARTITIC NUDES / BOUDOIRS, try to express myself through my art, I am not interested on being another girl penetrated for your enjoyment, just having sex for you, no, I prefer being another girl, trying to create her own art, difficult path, yes, but I prefer it that way, to follow my own creative path that I hope you enjoy.
Through this year I have met some very interesting people, through here and through Instagram mainly. Had the chance to built really good relationships with some of them, some just wanted my naked pic and leave, yes, fell sometimes on that treachery of fake artists, have to deal with pervs that just wanted to jerk with me and kick them off, some just draw me once and leave, I even was interviewed for my opinion on female art, soon will be a blog on that, but I have found good friends and I appreciate the talks that we have had, have learn a lot from you and I thank you for that.
So, a year has passed and this Amatha path will continue. This covid situation has made me do some adjustments and has made more difficult to create outdoor pics, but believe me that I have some great ideas that I will bring to all of you amathalovers. Just stay tune, follow me here, through Patreon, the membership isn’t that expensive, less than a burger, support a female artist, enjoy this Amatha Masked World together.
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