It has been a weird process while playing Amatha, but had had many advntures on this short time I have been doing this, so I am going to tell you how things are changing for me little by little amathalovers.
At he beginning I was requesting to work with different type of people, I approach and ask them if they wanted to make a collaboration, some accept, some didn’t even answered me, it is fine, it is the process. I started woking with some that at the beginning were really firendly, really “supportive” but at the end the relationship has broked since I didn’t do the things the way they wanted, like removing my mask for them or not doing a posture that they wanted, anyway, so many early relations have dissapeared by different circumstances.
Some are barley present, at first very talkative, telling me that they will draw me any time I want and at the end only one draw and a lot of undone promises, please don’t promise if you are only going to do one thing.
Some have requested me pics, telling me they are going to do them and haven’t received the draw back, so not sure if I was tricked and they just wanted my nude pic or they are too busy with other draws, but I think I go more with the first option since there are many fake artists out there and need to be more careful so they have my nude pic, so what, don’t care.
Also I started to know other persons, with them approaching me asking me to work with them, some are real, some are fake, but one has made a real painting of me, that you can look at my Art for Sale page, there is another painting going on with a really daring pic, based on my Empowerment Boudoir where I am squatting and posing with power, think the image is really powerful and yes, some will see just a female pussy, just open and will want to jerk, but for others, they will understand the reference behind that posture and that pics are made for them.
It is similar to the pic above, but with some difference, really cool, when I have the painting I will post it here for you to see. Even the pic above, was done to show what I think of what is happening with women in the Middle East, in a way of a protest to say “My Body My Rules”, it is a really explicit set of pics, but with a main message, where I am basically showing how I am against their rules and just saying that I am in charge of my own body and no one else is.
So, it feels good that I am being requested more to work with, think I am more open and feel more natural doing this, since at the end this is who I am, but also need to be more careful with whom I work with, since many fakes are out there and I have fallen some times, where I send the nude pic to be drawn and receive nothing in return, so another reason to change on how I manage things in here, unfortunately many people just abuse and this is a learning process, so just need to keep going being a little more cautious.
At the end I think that my work is kind of paying off, still have a long way to go, many ideas are going on, more boudoirs, more artistic nudes, being a muse for different artists to be drawn, maybe appear in some magazines, do some live drawing sessions, live events, don’t know, many things can come from this and mainly, I am enjoying it.
Thank you for your support on this crazy Masked World of mine.