Well, the day comes to an end, an accidental day that I “simulate” to have with my home office boudoir, with my coworkers seeing me in full nude, that fortunately didn’t happen for real, but it almost happen and that is true, it almost happen that same day.
That is what happen when you are so focus doing something and then you just feel normal, even you are naked, and start to do activities without realizing that you may have an accident, like making a videocall to one of your coworkers while being naked.
But as I said in my previous blog entrance, explaining the home office boudoir, I don’t know for sure how I will have reacted if that had happened for real, I’m not going to lie with that, I have doubts about what will my real reaction will be. Honestly I think I will have covered myself and ran away. Has something similar happen to you?, leave a comment an share.
So this boudoir basically is the continuation of that day, even this was shot in another location and another day, since we thought it will be better to do this in a bathtub and not in a regular bath.
So, yes, after being embarrased, or not, by being seen by all my coworkers, but taking it in the best way possible by showing them that I didn’t care they were seeing me, being proud of my nude body and who I am, accepting that it happened and showing them that I don’t care, well it was better for me to go and take a bath, a well deserved bath, after that event happened.
So we were at a love hotel, wanted to have a jacuzzi for the photo shoot so we look for one, the chosen one was nice and clean so it was ok, we saw different places to shoot for other charcaters, but that will be for another occasion; the bathtub was big enough for me to move freely, water was warm and nice, bubbles felt great, I was really comfortable inside this one, relaxing and enjoying the photo shoot.
So here I just wanted to enjoy the moment, just a woman relaxing after a long day, as many of us have, thinking on how things were going to change after the event, or not, “analyzing” the problem, but basically, I wanted to show that I didn’t care, as said, show them that I am proud of who I am.
As I being saying, Amatha helps me challenge myself in different ways by doing this boudoirs. So who knows the things that may come, I think that a mixture of things will come, always keeping the sensuality and the artistic approach that I want, but you will have to follow to check by yourself.
Returning to the main comment, just thinking that a bottle of wine will have been nice to have for this photo shoot, I love wine and to show that I was really enjoying the moment it will have been a great addition, but miss that part, for next one, there will be one for sure.
I’m still not going to lie, I was nervous by doing the photo shoot, being completely nude in front of the camera made me nervous and even this boudoir was shot in a hotel room, where no big challenge is comparing on doing them outside, where other eyes can be there, watching, peaking, as other boudoirs that are on the site like my Mountain Boudoir and others that have already been shot and will come real soon, that I am sure you will enjoy and that have challenged me more, but I have enjoyed doing all of them.
So, I don’t think I have too much to say about this boudoir, just a SPOILER that a part II has been shot and soon will be here; but returning to the main idea, I think the idea is really simple and I try to explain it the best way possible. Check a look at my bathtub boudoir, give me your opinion and thank you for following me in this journey of Amatha, “The Masked Boudoir Model”.
I think that there’s a certain excitement of being caught undressed. I think that you’re getting a bit more comfortable in your nudity as well. I look forward to more of Amatha sans clothing.
Yes, I won’t deny I am starting to fill more comfortable in my nudity, but boudoirs will continue to be a mixture so sometimes you will see sometimes not so much 😊. But regarding your comment, I want to share that in some days you will be able to see a draw they did of me in a way I think I wouldn’t posed, but while doing it, I realized I was doing something natural, felt so natural and comfortable while doing it and when saw it, I saw a beautiful picture of myself, so in some days V, you will see. 😉
I look forward to seeing it.
RE: a mixture of nudes and clothed – I think that’s was exciting about boudoir. Sometimes what you don’t see can be as sensual. And as far as the drawing? Was this something more related to erotic than you thought you would or could do?
Thats good about boudoirs that you can play and be sensual either way you are with cloth or nude, I think it depends on the way you show things. There are poses that are really erotic, being really evident, and there are poses that shows sensuality even being full nude, depends on how you do it. About the drawing, I can say that I was in that smooth line between erotic and artistic, in the words of the painter “this is not erotic but you make it somehow erotic since you can avoid seeing all those beautiful curves the force you to see evrything” I like it!
Hopefully this draw will be seen as art, it was a challenge to do it not really in my plans, I am not going to lie, but I hope that this draw can be understand as what I am trying to show, it can be a strong or hot view, depending who sees it, but for some minds, not trying to insult anyone, hopefully they will understand my message, you can be the judge later 😉
I think that it’s really difficult – at first – to allow yourself to be seen in such a way. We are our own harshest critics. I’m sure it’s very sexy and very artistic, too. No judging – just enjoying. 🙂
Yes, we are our worst critics, it is hard to do it, but when I saw the images from that shoot we did and saw the pictures I saw me as doing something normal, and thought, why this can be considered erotic when I am not doing anything erotic? that yes it is revealing, but I was acting normal, in some way. So that is why I decided to be drawn like that and take this enormous challenge. My idea in sensuality is pretty strong and what I do will continue to keep it, from my point of view. Later on, when you see the picture, we can discuss that, meanwhile I hope you will enjoy it once I post it. 😉
So, you’ll post the drawing and the photo? That would be fantastic.
Jajajaja no, I mean to post the drawing, sorry 😛, the picture maybe later, for now only the drawing 😉
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